I’ve considered myself a Christian my whole life, but I never fully knew what that meant until just recently. I have really let God and others down far more than I realized. About a year ago I was asked to join a men’s group that was faith based and it has really been incredible to see how the good Lord works. I have read bible verses before, but I missed most of the meaning that was there for me to see. I have a long way to go in my journey, but it’s been amazing to see how people who I didn’t consider to be close to me have really been those that have really helped me through my struggles. There’s a lot of dark days currently, but the good Lord tells us not to fear so I’m trying to trust Him.